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i imagined typhoid and us alone, always us alone

Jul 10, 2008 13:22 EDT


crawl from the sea
wait for some thumbs
a greatness to breed
build the mall, of, america

when i was the rat
the rat who would be king
i imagined ashes
and us alone, always us alone

and i've, waited on the sidelines
all this time, all this time
and i've a grenade, with our names
scratched on the side

but that's just love
and you know that love's not enough
no, no, love's not enough
love's not enough
love's, not enough

tags: emotion, lyrics, panic

music: Matthew Good Band - The Rat Who Would Be King

mood: panic attack

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and even when i'm right with you i'm so far away

Jul 8, 2008 22:36 EDT


I still have moments where all I feel is panic. I just sit there, completely unable to think of anything. There's only an overwhelming sense that everything in my life is completely wrong. I feel so trapped I want to rip my skin off, bash my head open, anything, just to get away from me.

tags: emotion, panic

music: the airconditioner

mood: heartbroken

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