SwearFui don't, feel, anything
Aug 2, 2008 13:06 EDT
i wake up, on the floor, start it up again, like it matters anymore
i don't know, if it does, is this really all, that there ever was?
put the gun, in my mouth, close your eyes, blow my fucking brains out
pretty patterns, on the floor, that's enough for you, but i still need more
Nine Inch Nails - 1,000,000
emotional overload
and though it seemed i wanted less, i always dreamed of tenderness
Jul 12, 2008 15:31 EDT
My emotion, my feelings, are so far removed from my mind, my logic, that I might as well be two completely different people. Two different people who loathe each other so much I can barely function as a normal human being unless I fake everything I'm doing. Unless I shut down and go on autopilot, trapped inside watching everything pass me by.
and though that time passes by
and that our lives have changed
but our love was special
our love was strange
and although my heart broke
in time it did mend
except when i think about the time
that we used to be friends
Cranes - Beautiful Friend
heartbroken
i imagined typhoid and us alone, always us alone
Jul 10, 2008 13:22 EDT
crawl from the sea
wait for some thumbs
a greatness to breed
build the mall, of, america
when i was the rat
the rat who would be king
i imagined ashes
and us alone, always us alone
and i've, waited on the sidelines
all this time, all this time
and i've a grenade, with our names
scratched on the side
but that's just love
and you know that love's not enough
no, no, love's not enough
love's not enough
love's, not enough
Matthew Good Band - The Rat Who Would Be King
panic attack
i keep a close watch on this heart of mine
Jul 7, 2008 10:02 EDT
you've got a way to keep me on your side
you give me cause for love that i can't hide
for you i know i'd even try to turn the tide
because you're mine, i walk the line
Johnny Cash - I Walk The Line
hot
take a sad song and make it better
Jul 2, 2008 17:08 EDT
and any time you feel the pain, hey Jude, refrain
don't carry the world upon your shoulders
for well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
by making his world a little colder
The Beatles - Hey Jude
sad
and the barriers are all self-made
Jun 30, 2008 19:37 EDT
i am alive
i'm awake to the trials and confusion we create
there are times when i feel the way we're about to break
when there's too much to say
Bush - Out of this World
shaking
