I don’t know why I even bother trying to sleep in the afternoon/evening. I really want to get rest before being up all night, but my body/mind just won’t shut down. I don’t know if it’s just cause I’m not used to napping, or nerves, or both. I’m always so nervous before going dancing. My social anxiety goes through the roof. I know I’ll be high as kite later on, but I still have to get there, go through security, talk to people, it stresses me out. I just have to keep telling myself it’ll all be ok in the end.

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