The Art of Obscenity

May 15

So once again I didn’t get my bonus and now I’m getting hours taken off my paycheck for sick days I didn’t take. Fucking awesome. Fuck this place.

Went to the gym again this morning. D came with. We didn’t really workout together, but it was nice having her there, knowing we have similar goals, that we’re going to help each other achieve them. Not just working out but supporting each other in all things.

Still can’t get over this beautiful weather we’re having, I really hope it does last the next two weeks.

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May 14

(Source: who-isjohngalt, via soucii)

What a great weekend. Not only did I complete my routine Thursday morning, but I went dancing Friday night with D, went to the gym again Sunday morning, then took a long ass walk around Montreal with D Sunday afternoon. The whole weekend was sunny and warm, today too, me and some colleagues went to the park for lunch. It’s almost like being reborn, I feel like a totally different person when I can just walk out my door without a jacket. I’m excited for the coming summer and all that it holds.

May 11

I love Louis C.K.

I love Louis C.K.

om nom nom nom…

om nom nom nom…

I’ll never understand. When I gave a shit I was considered a bad employee. Now that I couldn’t care less I’m told I’m being told my management style is better. I guess the lesson here is don’t try or care because no one wants the extra work. 

I have zero desire to work today. I’m so fucking tired. I’ve kinda lost motivation for this project again. I’m not sure why, I keep going back and forth with it. I guess the problem is that I’m trying to make a tool that will make everyone happy, but that’s impossible. Usually people adapt to a program they have to use, but when they know they can have exactly what they want everyone wants something different. I’ve had to re-write the core of the system 3 times now. It just irks me that people can’t ever see that freeing up 3/4 of their time is still better than freeing up none of it, but people don’t work that way, all they see is that 1/4 missing. If I’d never brought up the idea no one would even be thinking about it, but because I did, now I have to do everything. It takes all the fun out of wanting to help people.