February 2012
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Some days I just don’t want to go to work, but too bad, I have to. Life is hard. It’s hard every single day. All you can do is accept it and try to find the positive. The secret to life is fucking deal with it. It’s so hard at first, especially if you’re near the bottom, you can barely make sense of why you’d want to do that. But every day you do it gets better. You...
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“Anytime you beg another man to set you free, you will never be free. Freedom is...”
– Malcolm X
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Also, back to one coffee in the morning and only water the rest of the time. No coke, no iced tea, etc. I feel fuckin terrible and my head kills, but I’ll feel better in the long run if I stay with it.
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where did you learn, you were born to lose
Cutting myself off from tumblr at work was such a good idea. Not only am I getting more done, I’m training myself to keep getting back into my work no matter what distracts me. I’m starting to feel like I’m accomplishing things again.
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Upside to drinking water all day: feel healthier.
Downside to drinking water all day: go to the bathroom 16 times an hour.
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fuck fuck fuck. I put it in my calendar, my phone notified me, and yet I still forgot to wish her a happy birthday. I am the worst fucking friend. Now I’m even more nervous to write her back. Why do I constantly avoid the people I care the most about?
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This amused/annoyed me so much I had to connect to my home computer just to share it. Please note, my skype avatar is Deadmau5
me: Hi [client]
client: Hey [me] client: You got the right avatar
me: you like EDM?
client: Yeah their good
Wow. Just…. wow.
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When I start to crash I have a tendency to fall off the edge of a ledge. I spent 11 hours yesterday on my couch. Moving only to have thing go in one way or out the other. I kept telling myself I should go out, at the very least take a walk. I could see it was such a nice day but I just didn’t want to go out there. Didn’t want to feel anything, didn’t want to care about anything,...
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So apparently when I cleared my history on Firefox it finally recognized the fact I’d put in a redirect for tumblr. It had worked in chrome, safari, opera and ie, but of course not the browser I used the most for development. Anyway, point being I’m no longer gonna be posting much during the day. And since I pretty much only post during the day at work, I might just abandon tumblr...
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This is the first time I’ve ever gone dancing with a girl. So far, so good.
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I don’t know why I even bother trying to sleep in the afternoon/evening. I really want to get rest before being up all night, but my body/mind just won’t shut down. I don’t know if it’s just cause I’m not used to napping, or nerves, or both. I’m always so nervous before going dancing. My social anxiety goes through the roof. I know I’ll be high as kite...
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Sometimes the first step is turning everything inside out so you can see it from the other side.
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Had a pair of Vans that I’d only worn a few times but just didn’t fit right. I Asked a few people around the office if they wanted them, someone on my team took them. Then someone else asked why I didn’t ask for money for them since they were brand new shoes. I’m glad I don’t think that way, and I hope I never do.
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Holy jesus fuck, I have to stop spending money.
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Done. Kickass. That only took up my entire night. >_<
Oh well, I’ll worker harder and faster next time.
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I am having such a hard time working. And I’m not even working. All I have to do is do research. Fucking research. I used to LOVE research. I don’t have to call anybody or anything. Just fucking look shit up. And instead I’m on tumblr. Or trying to figure out what song is playing on this mix. Basically, whatever isn’t what I’m supposed to be doing. I used to say I...
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Genious →
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What the actual fuck!
zelostummy asked: omg your arguement with vegetarians. I want to marry you.
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I really wish people could tell the difference between genuine racism / hatred and being politically incorrect. It’s called that cause it’s for politicians trying not to offend anyone. Constantly over thinking every little thing, being up tight and filled with tension isn’t good for anyone. All you’re really doing is trying to prove your better than others instead of...
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Steve Jobs FBI File →
“Several individuals questioned Mr. Jobs’s honesty stating that Mr. Jobs will twist the truth and distort reality in order to achieve his goals,”
That doesn’t surprise me in the least. He lied at every single apple presentation. Master marketer, but a terrible human being who never gave anything back.
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I love this. I have a task that needs a social media team and my department has none. So I ask the director our sister department, that has a huge social media team, if they can absorb this task since it’s very minimal effort and will help us a lot. He responds by coming over here, telling us it’s pointless, then telling us to do it ourselves, then repeating it’s pointless and...
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