SwearFuand though it seemed i wanted less, i always dreamed of tenderness
Jul 12, 2008 15:31 EDT
My emotion, my feelings, are so far removed from my mind, my logic, that I might as well be two completely different people. Two different people who loathe each other so much I can barely function as a normal human being unless I fake everything I'm doing. Unless I shut down and go on autopilot, trapped inside watching everything pass me by.
and though that time passes by
and that our lives have changed
but our love was special
our love was strange
and although my heart broke
in time it did mend
except when i think about the time
that we used to be friends
Cranes - Beautiful Friend
heartbroken